On Unanswered Messages
after sending that message…
Words that stayed in my heart longer than they stayed in my head. Conversations that only existed in silence.
after sending that message…
some days, your actions feel like yes.
we started as strangers.
you talk so easily with everyone else.
before that message, there was still a little comfort…
even in a crowd, my eyes find you first.
it was always one-sided.
for 20 years, i never had a relationship.
i don’t even know why i loved you.
everyone asks me, “why are you still searching for her?”
sometimes, you look at me like you feel something too.
after so long, i saw you again.
i know it looks strange from the outside.
lately, everything feels automatic.
if you ever gave me just one day…
maybe i’m wrong…
somewhere along the way, you became part of a world…
you’re honestly the cutest person i’ve ever met.
maybe i should talk to you one last time.
maybe letting you go is my way of loving you.
today, Mon, May 18 we walked the same road again.
what if you liked me too… just quietly?
people think i'm lost in feelings.
today, we met again near the signal.
sometimes, you look at me and smile.
you'll probably never know how many posts...
my biggest red flag?
i wasn't scared of loving you seriously.
maybe i'll never say your full name here.
i loved her in all the quiet ways no one ever noticed.
for a long time, i thought i was the only one feeling this way.
sometimes, life gives you only two choices —
today, Mon, May 25 2026 i saw you again.
everyone says, “move on.” “let her go.”
today, we walked the same office route again.
maybe my presence started bothering you.
maybe we were never meant to become anything.
it's strange how one message changed everything.
that was my little love story.
i wanted a future with you. maybe even marriage.
today, Fri, May 29 2026 i couldn't stop looking at you.
everyone wants something from life.
calendar pages, deadlines, future plans...
today, i tried again to talk to you.
trying to win you, i slowly lost myself instead.
today, Sun, Jun 7 2026 you walked right past me.
the strange thing is… i barely know you.
today, we crossed paths again near the signal...
i really tried to talk to you.
maybe they all know how i feel about you now.
somehow, i finally talked to you.
after the end, i don't want to chase answers anymore.
before i knew you, life was ordinary.
i don't know what changed after that morning.
the truth is… i asked about the laughter...
for the longest time, i thought i was chasing people.
maybe i can't be part of your life.
every time i try to talk to you,
you made your choice.
i don't know what happens to me.
lately, i keep asking myself—
sometimes, i wonder— how do you prove that your feelings were real?
i tried to let you go.
if i could go back,
i spent a long time asking— who was wrong?
maybe i wasn't the person you were looking for.
i never wanted to play with your feelings.
out of billions of people, why was it you?
hidden inside me, there's a small part of my story...
in the end, i stayed true to what i said.
before you, life was simple.
sometimes i think… if we became strangers again,
maybe that's why i stopped looking for love.
i don't have a perfect life.
i learned how to fight for my goals.
the truth is… i didn't ask about your friends...
i asked you why your friends seemed to laugh around me.
the truth is… when i asked why your friends were laughing at me,
the truth is… no one was really laughing at me.
the girl who can't come back.
october… i noticed you.
sometimes i still ask myself… why was it you?
from a distance, i watched quietly.
what if… we met at the right time?
one-sided love… is smiling at someone
the truth is… this whole story was told from my side.
you always seemed to carry kindness in your smile.
everyone is fighting a different battle.
if there was ever a place for me in your life,
every time something felt wrong,
i don't have the right to step into your life anymore.
sometimes i wonder... what was i in your life?
today, 13/07/26 i saw you again.
how do i describe you?
if life had ever brought us together,